21October2012 - I'm too old for this shit.

I might just have to accept that - no matter what she says - this woman that I love so dearly may be nothing but a memory now.  In light of this, I had a thought of what it might be like to have a physical relationship with someone other than my beloved (but confused and confusing) teddyBear Butch Girl.  It was an awful idea.  The thought of someone other than her trying to kiss or touch me made my skin crawl and my stomach churn.  Fucken awesome. -_-

*sigh*